Post by Healing Ku'uipo on Nov 29, 2011 6:04:22 GMT -8
Hi All,
I wanted to share what I think is an accomplishment in my LA recovery.
After being turned down by my friend to do my Dating Plan last week.
I found the Drama part of me itching to tell people, tell my newest tale of Pain... but this time I took a breath.
I really only have 2 Safe People to talk to about personal things like this.( and this board).
I have friends that telling this story too will just add fuel to the Drama fire and it's not necessary.
My old self would have told people at work, most of my friends, shared it at a Holiday dinner. I Over shared a lot!
This time I am spending the time processing the whole situation. I am sitting with the heartache. I am sitting with the Clarity I feel in my mind. ( Yay!) and I am sitting with this Open Hearted feeling I did not expect.
This weekend I was part of a Healing circle I usually sit on the outside of and feel too closed down to participate. This time I got right in there.
It feels Like my Heart has been Broken Open. A little more open than before... progress.
I wanted to share what I think is an accomplishment in my LA recovery.
After being turned down by my friend to do my Dating Plan last week.
I found the Drama part of me itching to tell people, tell my newest tale of Pain... but this time I took a breath.
I really only have 2 Safe People to talk to about personal things like this.( and this board).
I have friends that telling this story too will just add fuel to the Drama fire and it's not necessary.
My old self would have told people at work, most of my friends, shared it at a Holiday dinner. I Over shared a lot!
This time I am spending the time processing the whole situation. I am sitting with the heartache. I am sitting with the Clarity I feel in my mind. ( Yay!) and I am sitting with this Open Hearted feeling I did not expect.
This weekend I was part of a Healing circle I usually sit on the outside of and feel too closed down to participate. This time I got right in there.
It feels Like my Heart has been Broken Open. A little more open than before... progress.
