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Post by sunflwrs4evr on Jun 26, 2011 5:25:44 GMT -8
My day started with tons of homework and then i went for a 30 minute walk....in the park....awesome....God was with me....for the first time i saw a baby squirrel...red cardinals....even heard and saw close up a woodpecker...pecking on a tree...the sounds and scenery was awesome.....i had butterflys coming to me and different flying bugs that i have never seen before...it felt very spiritual....and then a colleague came over we did alittle homework together...i dyed her hair for her...and then i was off to an outdoor get together...alot of people were from al anon....i am so glad i got out of and away from the books and into social activities....it felt awesome just to sit and listen and watch and even participated......there was a horse outside in her next door neighbors home....there lots of older man and women there ....they were singing and dancing...it was awesome to watch...and then they gave me a pot and spoon and i joined in with them...it was great......there was a man there....actually he was introduced to us as the hostesses son...he was good looking and he kept looking and smiling at me...and other people....i didnt even go fantasy in my head....which had me feeling great....the one lady that i picked up and drove her home....we talked...and she asked me about my bf and i told her..i am done with that....and i am dating myself...and falling in love with me.....i had a great day yesterday....what did u do good for yourself.....Sun  |
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Post by Freetolive on Jun 26, 2011 6:51:50 GMT -8
I spoke at an NA meeting. I learned so much about self. I received some very nice love from some friends.
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Post by sunflwrs4evr on Jun 26, 2011 8:54:30 GMT -8
wow....thanks for your honesty and your posts....it has enlightened me....I remember i use to have a real hard time sharing at meetings....and now i am good at it...and i learn so much....most times i had no idea...i was even thinking the things i say...and they just come out of my mouth....thats my higher power working thru me to give to other people..Not being allowed to feel my feelings or share my feelings...was a biggy for me growing up...duh no wonder why i couldnt find the words to talk and share...Everyday i learn something new about myself....i dont have to think about an unavailable man anymore...and i can honesty say...i am thinking about me....and how available i am for me....and i love giving back...which i never felt so good sharing....i think the biggest thing for me was...being so scared ...i would say something wrong..of someone would be defensive...or get pisst at me...i know now i have a right to my feelings....and its about me first....God and me...and if i am okay with it...i will say...if not i will either wait...for the answer or it could a yes or a no....okay....i need to get ready for a picnic in the park with AA and Al anon people...i really want to go....but i think i over did it...outside in the sun today....hopefully i will regain my energy level and go....if not i will not be hard on myself and relax while doing homework...
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Post by kelleyrae61 on Jun 26, 2011 11:40:40 GMT -8
Yesterday I drove up to the mountains to visit my parents...my brother and I took my mom out for a birthday dinner...drove up to the 10th Mountain Division Veteran Memorial took pictures....drove back home. Today I am chilling reading lots of posts to do some healing |
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Post by sunflwrs4evr on Jun 26, 2011 18:21:33 GMT -8
well i did go to the picnic at the park today...i had an awesome day....lots of people turned out...and i talked to some new people...i was really lacking in the social department..it felt good....talking to everyone....and now i am back into the homework....come on 2013 hurry up....why does everything have to be so hard.....
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Post by mgb on Jun 27, 2011 2:45:59 GMT -8
I know this sounds weird, but I started a new job over the weekend, this helps me in the part of recovery labeled responsible and self supporting, it has really made a difference in my confidence and also my ability to make my inner child feel secure and safe in the knowledge that I am doing everything in my power to support her and myself, along with that came some greta news for me, My house sold!!! So I signed a contract of sale on sunday morning before work, this made me feel so grown up and gave me empowerment over my own decision and my own affairs, secure In the knowledge I am making the right choices!
Mgb.
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Post by nvr2late on Jun 27, 2011 15:24:09 GMT -8
First church, then spent the rest of the day with my daughter and the grandchildren. First we took a long walk at the arboretum and fed the koi and turtles. Then we had dinner and then went and played at a park til almost dark. Then to top it off, I power-walked home from the park.
I'm not sure who was more tired, the kids or grandma :-) I even spoke to my neighbor for the first time in 3 months (since I moved here) which is actually a milestone for me...I NEVER speak to a stranger unless spoken to first.
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Post by Freetolive on Jun 27, 2011 17:06:32 GMT -8
First church, then spent the rest of the day with my daughter and the grandchildren. First we took a long walk at the arboretum and fed the koi and turtles. Then we had dinner and then went and played at a park til almost dark. Then to top it off, I power-walked home from the park. I'm not sure who was more tired, the kids or grandma :-) I even spoke to my neighbor for the first time in 3 months (since I moved here) which is actually a milestone for me...I NEVER speak to a stranger unless spoken to first. Sounds like an awesome time. |
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Post by euphony11 on Jun 27, 2011 17:32:41 GMT -8
Had my girls from Thursday-Sunday. Went to my office and got lunch for all my employees and took the girls. We then went to the splash park (twice), met up with a friend and his son, saw the movie "Cars 2", sang songs, played soccer, went to their favorite frozen yogurt place (twice), saw my sister who is here on assignment as a traveling nurse, and went to church. Its amazing the energy little girls have.
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Post by sweetjasmine on Apr 14, 2015 18:52:58 GMT -8
hello! i just want to share my feelings right now. i am so thankful for this opportunity for my new job. i am a single mom and full time working mom for my daughter for 4 years. so God gave me this new opportunity that's why i am very happy and thankful.
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Post by sweetjasmine on Apr 14, 2015 18:53:31 GMT -8
hello! i just want to share my feelings right now. i am so thankful for this opportunity for my new job. i am a single mom and full time working mom for my daughter for 4 years. so God gave me this new opportunity that's why i am very happy and thankful.
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Post by dinaakter on Mar 7, 2022 3:24:19 GMT -8
Hii! I simply need to talk about my thoughts at the present time. I am so appreciative for this chance for my new position.
wow....thanks for your honesty and your posts.
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