Post by roknrobin on Jan 12, 2009 10:41:44 GMT -8
I am soooo sad today. Had kinda a yucky night but nothing major. I sell Mary Kay and I got a dvd this weekend about the company and some of the stuff that my boyfriend might not know but he wouldn't watch it with me. I promise it wasn't about lipstick. Anyway so later that night we went to bed and he turned on MANswers....I HATE THAT SHOW SOOOO BAD!!! and he knows it (mostly cuz I am so jealous of the beautiful half naked girls on there). So I said I don't really want to watch this...kinda just like you didn't want to watch my thing. I used his exact words. Oh my gosh he got so irritated. So I went to the living room to watch tv until his show was over. It was just the point of the whole thing. I do everything he wants no matter if I want to or not but he wont do anything he doesn't want to do. It is so frustrating. (maybe it is getting close to PMS time or something cuz it really bugged me).
Then this morning he said my body language it seemed like I was still mad and had an attitude. Now I am at work, can't concentrate. I called him and he said things were fine he is just busy at work. I have so many things to do tonight but I can't concentrate on a darn thing. This sooo sucks and really it was something so little.
I am so overwhelmed. That might be why this seems like such a big deal. My dad is bugging me to go to my sister's baby shower 2 hours away and take my step-mom. He only wants me to go so he wont have to drive her. I feel torn in 10000 directions but I don't want anyone mad at me.
I can't say NO and it makes me so frustrated and makes the littlest things seem so big! I want to call by sweetie and tell him sorry sorry sorry but really I didn't do anything I didn't yell or say things I didn't mean. I have to let it go. I want to cry and go home. How silly!
Thanks for letting me vent
Robin
Then this morning he said my body language it seemed like I was still mad and had an attitude. Now I am at work, can't concentrate. I called him and he said things were fine he is just busy at work. I have so many things to do tonight but I can't concentrate on a darn thing. This sooo sucks and really it was something so little.
I am so overwhelmed. That might be why this seems like such a big deal. My dad is bugging me to go to my sister's baby shower 2 hours away and take my step-mom. He only wants me to go so he wont have to drive her. I feel torn in 10000 directions but I don't want anyone mad at me.
I can't say NO and it makes me so frustrated and makes the littlest things seem so big! I want to call by sweetie and tell him sorry sorry sorry but really I didn't do anything I didn't yell or say things I didn't mean. I have to let it go. I want to cry and go home. How silly!
Thanks for letting me vent
Robin