Post by ferre on Sept 12, 2012 6:30:22 GMT -8
Some days ago i shared a child time memory in another addiction program.
Now today I was reflecting on this. I was reliving a moment of my mothers dysfunctional behaviour.
At the same time i could see how my emotional energy turned.
I could clearly feel the connection of reliving that experience and the feeling that i was not worth love and that i was unlovable.
At the same time i was searching for love outside of me which i thought to find in my POA.
My problem is not solved now but i can see now where to root of my problems come from.
Now today I was reflecting on this. I was reliving a moment of my mothers dysfunctional behaviour.
At the same time i could see how my emotional energy turned.
I could clearly feel the connection of reliving that experience and the feeling that i was not worth love and that i was unlovable.
At the same time i was searching for love outside of me which i thought to find in my POA.
My problem is not solved now but i can see now where to root of my problems come from.
