Stop Putting Up Roadblocks

That link doesn't work LML.
In my life I have noticed self-sabotage. I was always suspicious that I was up to something and this year I really sprung myself. I had a computer that I hadn't set up properly that I felt bad about, I hadn't worked out how to properly use an important piece of equipment I use in my business, sometimes I didn't call people back, I let my website go offline, I didn't leave enough time to get places I needed to be on time and organised, the list went on and on.

It wasn't happening all the time, but with regularity. I was actively sabotaging my chances of success. As I noticed it I felt sad. I did self-enquiry on it. I sat with it in my mind and stopped beating myself up for the consequences of it.

It is changing, and I am becoming more successful, in my work and in my happiness levels. I still obsess about men. But I am way less likely to self-sabotage nowdays. Recovery works.