Post by Loving My Life on Jan 15, 2013 8:21:38 GMT -8
For the last few months I feel like I have been in a mental tug-of-war between my heart and my head. I have stuck to my boundaries, and it has been very uncomfortable at times, I just kept saying NO, and I believe my poa final has gotten the message, it is over.
I feel numb, I kept looking and wanting to feel the way he use to make me feel, and it never happened, I felt nothing. I could not ignore all the lies, and mental abuse this person put me thru. I feel angry at times, and just want to lash out, but why? He would never understand.
Everything has it's season, and this season in my life is over now, it is time for me to re-bloom into the beautiful person that I am, and too move on from all of this pain, so I dont remain in the bondage of this unhealthy person.
It feels like baby steps, I have alot going on, my poa is finally gone, and I lost my job in December and I am looking for a new job, and I feel like my life is starting over once more.
I saw this little quote the other day on my fb page, and when I read it, it hit the nail on the head, and I wanted to pass this on.
Love and Hugs and Prayers to all, never give up, and always listen to your inner self.
I feel numb, I kept looking and wanting to feel the way he use to make me feel, and it never happened, I felt nothing. I could not ignore all the lies, and mental abuse this person put me thru. I feel angry at times, and just want to lash out, but why? He would never understand.
Everything has it's season, and this season in my life is over now, it is time for me to re-bloom into the beautiful person that I am, and too move on from all of this pain, so I dont remain in the bondage of this unhealthy person.
It feels like baby steps, I have alot going on, my poa is finally gone, and I lost my job in December and I am looking for a new job, and I feel like my life is starting over once more.
I saw this little quote the other day on my fb page, and when I read it, it hit the nail on the head, and I wanted to pass this on.
Love and Hugs and Prayers to all, never give up, and always listen to your inner self.
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