Post by CodepNomore on Oct 5, 2014 7:09:55 GMT -8
"The Drive And Battle Within"
I am not exactly sure why my body functions like a teen's body. On some counts, I feel extraordinarily blessed that I never had any health issue and have always been active and complimented. I might even be leaner and tighter than Demi Moore and look much younger than my actual age. However, on the other side of these blessings, I have to face battles associated with young people too: I have high sex drive, energy, and an abundant natural production of lubrication, that if I don't guard myself against any stimulus, I become really wild.
In fact, after reading a thread here pertaining to menopausal, age and declining sex drive, I put myself into a "test". Whether I still have that "youthful element" within me or it is already diminishing. I found out that I still very much have it. But I am not celebrating it nor exactly happy about it, since it takes a lot of self-discipline and dependence on HP to keep it reasonably under control.
Now, I am a bit confused whether this is due to my being active in sports and being in an exceptional health condition or is it because of my premature exposure to sexual stuff.
(Please note that in order to avoid causing any trigger, I limit my example here to a minimum.)
Does anyone here can relate? If you also have this drive and battle within you...Do you think it is caused by experience, exercise, or both, or other factors you may want to share?
I am not exactly sure why my body functions like a teen's body. On some counts, I feel extraordinarily blessed that I never had any health issue and have always been active and complimented. I might even be leaner and tighter than Demi Moore and look much younger than my actual age. However, on the other side of these blessings, I have to face battles associated with young people too: I have high sex drive, energy, and an abundant natural production of lubrication, that if I don't guard myself against any stimulus, I become really wild.
In fact, after reading a thread here pertaining to menopausal, age and declining sex drive, I put myself into a "test". Whether I still have that "youthful element" within me or it is already diminishing. I found out that I still very much have it. But I am not celebrating it nor exactly happy about it, since it takes a lot of self-discipline and dependence on HP to keep it reasonably under control.
Now, I am a bit confused whether this is due to my being active in sports and being in an exceptional health condition or is it because of my premature exposure to sexual stuff.
(Please note that in order to avoid causing any trigger, I limit my example here to a minimum.)
Does anyone here can relate? If you also have this drive and battle within you...Do you think it is caused by experience, exercise, or both, or other factors you may want to share?