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Oct 22, 2014 14:31:55 GMT -8
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Post by Deleted on Oct 22, 2014 14:31:55 GMT -8
Feeling kind of down again. I miss my PoA an awful lot. He called to check on me today and not talking to him hurt. I miss being around him. I miss the days when were happy. I keep thinking about past memories....good memories. My inner child wants to beg and cry and act out but I know it won't give me the results I want. Is it wrong that I want to be a family really bad? I'm still going to push through and go to the gym and take a bubble bath. I deserve it. I will pray also. I wish he would just come back. I feel another crying spell coming on...
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Post by James C T on Oct 24, 2014 6:26:07 GMT -8
It's not wrong to want a family. It's wrong to make yourself drink poison in order to have one.
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