I really missed male company just have laugh chat. Poa was more like friend we had fun laugh, long conversations. Yesterday I was takin to my friends bf, I don't mean to be funny. There is no sings off attraction but I cannot be taking him from her. What I mean. I miss chatting with males. I always hear Ppl saying you need a good man... And somehow I was thinking to go on Datin site and just clearly state to boys . Only friendship or conversation. Strictly no private . But then I feel maybe I cannot do that? I don't feel free off my poa yet. And am not healthy either. I feel lonely. Somehow I diss attached from other ppl and keep myself to myself, where I have convos I feel I say to much or I say to little ... Thnks
Thank you for replay. X I think is still time when I have loads unresolved issues and I cannot create healthy platonic relationship. It's just simply I feel drained so quickly, hopefully 1 day I ll be able to make conversations and not worry what others say.