Post by starchild on Jul 6, 2015 18:18:35 GMT -8
I am in complete turmoil, day two of LC. It's chaos, fear and devastation. So I decided to find her to comfort her.
I want to call her Rosie. I tend to call her "sweet child" because as a child no one ever used terms of endearment with me. She came to me at about 9 years old.
She looked withdrawn, and nervous from anxiety. I asked her how she felt. She seemed in agony that our "friend" my POA is mad at her and doesn't want to play with her anymore. Her eyes were puffy and she could barely talk with out crying.
I asked her how it made her feel
She said he doesn't love me anymore. Nobody loves me. Everybody leaves me. He is mad at me because I'm bad and it's my fault. I want him and I want him now! She really started to throw a fit like a three year old with a toy taken away. She seemed panicked enough ton run away to find him and beg him.
I calmed her down and said "i'm here, and I love you" you have friends and family who love you too.
We are never going to leave you.
She wants to know if he is going to forgive her and come back as friends.
I told her I don't know but if not, she will be ok because I will take care of her the way he did.
She seemed calmer but a little skeptical.
I made a small list of things I'd to to take care of her today and I actually did them.
But it's hard. I feel so weak and I really din't feel like taking care of anything. I tried today though, first time. Is this good you think?
I want to call her Rosie. I tend to call her "sweet child" because as a child no one ever used terms of endearment with me. She came to me at about 9 years old.
She looked withdrawn, and nervous from anxiety. I asked her how she felt. She seemed in agony that our "friend" my POA is mad at her and doesn't want to play with her anymore. Her eyes were puffy and she could barely talk with out crying.
I asked her how it made her feel
She said he doesn't love me anymore. Nobody loves me. Everybody leaves me. He is mad at me because I'm bad and it's my fault. I want him and I want him now! She really started to throw a fit like a three year old with a toy taken away. She seemed panicked enough ton run away to find him and beg him.
I calmed her down and said "i'm here, and I love you" you have friends and family who love you too.
We are never going to leave you.
She wants to know if he is going to forgive her and come back as friends.
I told her I don't know but if not, she will be ok because I will take care of her the way he did.
She seemed calmer but a little skeptical.
I made a small list of things I'd to to take care of her today and I actually did them.
But it's hard. I feel so weak and I really din't feel like taking care of anything. I tried today though, first time. Is this good you think?
