Post by Loveanimals on Jun 13, 2016 4:12:25 GMT -8
I wasn't sure where to post this, but I'm coming down after a 4 day long bout of SSRI-induced mania. Couldn't sleep for more than 3 hours of sleep a night, racing thoughts, unable to stay focused, laughing and giggling like a teenager.
I have been celibate but noticed that during this time I felt almost out of control with my feelings for connecting with another man. I am embarrassed that I sent texts that I did, but thankfully nothing happened.
I wonder how much love addiction is affected by mania?
How can one be in a long-term relationship as I really, really, felt the pull of mania to go away for a weekend with a man or do something unstable. It literally felt uncontrollable regardless of how much praying, bible study I performed.
Now I feel more balanced and stable, and no longer have those romantic thoughts.
I have been celibate but noticed that during this time I felt almost out of control with my feelings for connecting with another man. I am embarrassed that I sent texts that I did, but thankfully nothing happened.
I wonder how much love addiction is affected by mania?
How can one be in a long-term relationship as I really, really, felt the pull of mania to go away for a weekend with a man or do something unstable. It literally felt uncontrollable regardless of how much praying, bible study I performed.
Now I feel more balanced and stable, and no longer have those romantic thoughts.
