Post by rosebud73 on Jul 22, 2016 8:05:30 GMT -8
I knew I needed to end an unhealthy relationship but couldn't. I started preparing for the rupture...which feels like abandonment and a loss of a sense of self, safety and validation.
Finally ...the red flag that was biggest enough to cause me to pull away.
That was last night at about 8pm.
Feeling just awful right now. Ending a relationship is horrific for an Relationship Addict.
(This is one major sub group of my love addiction)
I miss him. I want to reach out...text.
I am holding out for at least 30 days. Maybe more...NC.
Annoyingly, I met another man last night, so I have to tell HIM that I'm not dating right now....ugggg.
I feel very weak, vulnerable and in high danger of acting out.
Finally ...the red flag that was biggest enough to cause me to pull away.
That was last night at about 8pm.
Feeling just awful right now. Ending a relationship is horrific for an Relationship Addict.
(This is one major sub group of my love addiction)
I miss him. I want to reach out...text.
I am holding out for at least 30 days. Maybe more...NC.
Annoyingly, I met another man last night, so I have to tell HIM that I'm not dating right now....ugggg.
I feel very weak, vulnerable and in high danger of acting out.
