why I don't want to see them anymore?

as My recovery goes on, I dont know why I don't want to see all the people who appear in my life before anymore..

I saw the vedios about depression ,it suggesiotn ,when depresison ,important to have social network, but just social with friendly nice person..

But the people, especially the men who chased me before, the romantic relationships, and the business partners,

I REALLY dont want to see them anymore.. I feel diggusitng to see them, and feel veryvery tired to see them..including my mom

I have no any feellings of relax if I have any opportunites to see them..

Am I depressed now? or what on eatch happened to me?Why I am tired of seeing anyone?