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Post by Deleted on May 1, 2018 18:54:14 GMT -8
Somewhat of a difficult morning. I experienced some fairly acute impulses. I called partner and gently medicated quickly. Took a hot bath and checked in with partner again at a predetermined time. Scared myself, always scary to feel an impulse come so strongly. Specifically a notion that the whole affair would be direct and wouldn't take long and I was very tired of feeling so frustrated with this situation. I'm surprised considering how well I was feeling within the last 24 hours. I'm wondering exactly what is going on inside of me. This unexpected and significant swing of emotion is not pleasant.  |
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Post by Susan Peabody on May 2, 2018 11:21:54 GMT -8
Somewhat of a difficult morning. I experienced some fairly acute impulses. I called partner and gently medicated quickly. Took a hot bath and checked in with partner again at a predetermined time. Scared myself, always scary to feel an impulse come so strongly. Specifically a notion that the whole affair would be direct and wouldn't take long and I was very tired of feeling so frustrated with this situation. I'm surprised considering how well I was feeling within the last 24 hours. I'm wondering exactly what is going on inside of me. This unexpected and significant swing of emotion is not pleasant. Excellent . . . |
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