Post by jade84 on May 3, 2018 1:00:51 GMT -8
I discovered one year ago to suffer from love addiction and that I repeat the same mental patterns of my parents (especially my mum's).
Yesterday I had a panic attack in a restaurant, I feel stressed because my mother wants to force me to marry my boyfriend (but I want to quit the relationship).
She is uncapable to understand her problem, she wants for me the same life she has experienced and doesn't care about my dreams and desires.
I'm really afraid that she will be able to convince myself to marry him (even if I don't love him), because she has always had a great authority on me.
She has always tried to clip my wings!!!
I'm in panic!!!!
Yesterday I had a panic attack in a restaurant, I feel stressed because my mother wants to force me to marry my boyfriend (but I want to quit the relationship).
She is uncapable to understand her problem, she wants for me the same life she has experienced and doesn't care about my dreams and desires.
I'm really afraid that she will be able to convince myself to marry him (even if I don't love him), because she has always had a great authority on me.
She has always tried to clip my wings!!!
I'm in panic!!!!
