Post by koji on Jul 28, 2019 4:41:56 GMT -8
Yes, I realised my self esteem is low.
I easily acuse myself when someone has problems.
I am not confident of my looking. So I hate to look in the mirror. So I can’t smile when someone take my photo.
I can smile only when I actually happy.
Many people say I look unhappy.
And they are surprised when I smile.
I always doubt myself when there are troubles around me.
Now, I can think I am okay.
I can think I can be happy.
I can think I am allowed to buy something good for me to look good.
Like others do, I can do I want.
I have always priotised someone else’s issues such as PoA.
I thought I shouldn’t be happy if she was not happy.
I can be free from the obssedive idea.
However, I can be happy alone but I still feel lonely and sometimes depresed when I miss a woman. I miss a woman badly....
I easily acuse myself when someone has problems.
I am not confident of my looking. So I hate to look in the mirror. So I can’t smile when someone take my photo.
I can smile only when I actually happy.
Many people say I look unhappy.
And they are surprised when I smile.
I always doubt myself when there are troubles around me.
Now, I can think I am okay.
I can think I can be happy.
I can think I am allowed to buy something good for me to look good.
Like others do, I can do I want.
I have always priotised someone else’s issues such as PoA.
I thought I shouldn’t be happy if she was not happy.
I can be free from the obssedive idea.
However, I can be happy alone but I still feel lonely and sometimes depresed when I miss a woman. I miss a woman badly....
