My name is Amy, I’m 49 years old I consider myself a codependent obsessive love addict. Over and over again I find myself in relationships with addicts that abuse and beat on me. I thank god my current qualifier is in jail because if he wasn’t he literally would probably kill me and even still I find myself in withdrawal and hate myself for it
Post by Susan Peabody on Oct 24, 2022 15:29:12 GMT -8
Welcome Amy! You are in the right place. I am a domestic abuse survivor. First my ex-husband and then my 52-year-old son. I thought I was going insane when my son started hitting me like his father. It crushed my spirit, but finally my Higher Power told me to get the hell out of there and find my own place to live where he could not find me. Now we are estranged, but I still love him and always will. This is normal for mothers, I think. Either way, I am doing the best I can to find balance between loving my son and loving myself. I deserve better in my opinion. Keep posting Amy. We are here for you.