Last night I realized that although I've been good at not getting obsessed with someone new in real life, I still have the same POA (gosh, he's been stuck in my mind for a year now!).
Well, duh, I haven't transferred the torch!
So as I wen to sleep I tried to make up non-existent POA and this is what my mind came up with.
He is a big muscular guy. He has black, shaggy hair. The vision I have is almost cartoon-like. He is giant and I am doll sized. He wears black and gray. He is behind me. He doesn't speak. He just protects me and brushes my hair (which is longer than it usually is). I feel safe. He reminds me of Glenn Danzig, which is weird.
This vision is really wierd, but I'm going to try to keep it and see what happens. lol. Maybe he's my HP. Maybe not, though, because my HP is currently a ball of white light radiating outward.