Post by vee25 on Feb 9, 2010 5:48:41 GMT -8
Its about this time after a breakup that i would start to focus on the next man to 'fix' me. I'm in unchartered territory so to speak and i know i need to talk about it to get the support i need to look after myself so that i don't want to look to another man to rescue me.
I'm on question 24 of the 30 questions and i'm organising a week at a healing prayer school to help me grow my roots in my relationship with my higher power. Its also a place where you can look at your dysfunctional relationships with parents and ex's and pray for your healing from love addiction and codependency.
So how am i feeling today? I'm ok, i haven't been as scared to feel the pain about my past relationship today and i'm already seeing it as part of my journey and good or bad its all important to my growth. I had trouble sleeping last night which is not like me and this morning i had a lot of anxiety but i prayed to God and imagined his light surrounding me and my inner light connecting to his light and tried to relax in that healing place.
Thanks for listening and i'm so grateful for the programme of recovery from love addiction. I'm ready to do step 4 next week, in know its going to be hard but i am ready to be stripped of my low self esteem and lack of acceptance for myself.
Amen,
Vee
I'm on question 24 of the 30 questions and i'm organising a week at a healing prayer school to help me grow my roots in my relationship with my higher power. Its also a place where you can look at your dysfunctional relationships with parents and ex's and pray for your healing from love addiction and codependency.
So how am i feeling today? I'm ok, i haven't been as scared to feel the pain about my past relationship today and i'm already seeing it as part of my journey and good or bad its all important to my growth. I had trouble sleeping last night which is not like me and this morning i had a lot of anxiety but i prayed to God and imagined his light surrounding me and my inner light connecting to his light and tried to relax in that healing place.
Thanks for listening and i'm so grateful for the programme of recovery from love addiction. I'm ready to do step 4 next week, in know its going to be hard but i am ready to be stripped of my low self esteem and lack of acceptance for myself.
Amen,
Vee
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