Post by pleadies on Mar 3, 2010 13:03:28 GMT -8
Nothing to do with love or sex other than love of self....
Few days ago, off to ER....dizzy, off balance
. .concerns about mini-stroke or TIA
My 'thought' of going to/being in ER, Hospital (1st time in 60 yr)
- - - -
Now look at what you’ve done . . .
. . .everyone is all excited over nothing
. . .your taking up valuable space in an ER,
There’s people with real problems,,,,you can hear ‘em cry in pain
You can hear paramedics bring in near death . . .
. . .I feel fine . . . What am I doing here
. . .if I had just kept my mouth shut I wouldn’t be in this predicament
. . .my BP is screaming, it’s never done that before…I’m my own worst enemy
Now I’m in a room, and will be here to Saturday….
. . .great, I’ve really screwed the pooch
. . .this being stuck in the arms, stuck in a room . . .
. . . .my punishment for opening my big mouth
. . and I’ve ruined everything
. . . . .taking care of the ants invading the house
Call & cancel the appt
. . . .finishing her bathroom
Call B&B , let ‘em know I’m not coming to get the parts
(I learned they’ve been waiting 2 months for me)
. . Can’t prep truck for trail ride
Ain’t gonna make trail ride
. . . .I promised grandson as good behavior reward
(W & I are raising 7 yr old)
I was gonna be trail leader
- Call J . . , let him know I won’t
- Call S . ., let her know I won’t
- oh gawd, I wonder who else may show . . .
I wanted to go . . .
With the help of some friends and (my therapist) , I crossed this bridge; on the other side I found new friends (patient in my room, nurses & staff) and had some fun of it . . .
And (meant a lot to me) a very nice nurse that was (might still be) struggling in Chemistry sat next to me and we discussed ‘balancing chemical reactions’.
I know our sitting side by side was ‘platonic’, but it was still a special moment for me;
And it felt good to see her ‘excitement’ in her learning how to solve the balance problems.
Few days ago, off to ER....dizzy, off balance
. .concerns about mini-stroke or TIA
My 'thought' of going to/being in ER, Hospital (1st time in 60 yr)
- - - -
Now look at what you’ve done . . .
. . .everyone is all excited over nothing
. . .your taking up valuable space in an ER,
There’s people with real problems,,,,you can hear ‘em cry in pain
You can hear paramedics bring in near death . . .
. . .I feel fine . . . What am I doing here
. . .if I had just kept my mouth shut I wouldn’t be in this predicament
. . .my BP is screaming, it’s never done that before…I’m my own worst enemy
Now I’m in a room, and will be here to Saturday….
. . .great, I’ve really screwed the pooch
. . .this being stuck in the arms, stuck in a room . . .
. . . .my punishment for opening my big mouth
. . and I’ve ruined everything
. . . . .taking care of the ants invading the house
Call & cancel the appt
. . . .finishing her bathroom
Call B&B , let ‘em know I’m not coming to get the parts
(I learned they’ve been waiting 2 months for me)
. . Can’t prep truck for trail ride
Ain’t gonna make trail ride
. . . .I promised grandson as good behavior reward
(W & I are raising 7 yr old)
I was gonna be trail leader
- Call J . . , let him know I won’t
- Call S . ., let her know I won’t
- oh gawd, I wonder who else may show . . .
I wanted to go . . .
With the help of some friends and (my therapist) , I crossed this bridge; on the other side I found new friends (patient in my room, nurses & staff) and had some fun of it . . .
And (meant a lot to me) a very nice nurse that was (might still be) struggling in Chemistry sat next to me and we discussed ‘balancing chemical reactions’.
I know our sitting side by side was ‘platonic’, but it was still a special moment for me;
And it felt good to see her ‘excitement’ in her learning how to solve the balance problems.