Since I was a teen until very recently each time I have a best friend, my whole world revolves mainly on her. I don't have a sister from my parents and I'm the youngest so my inner child is longing for a little sister to take care of.
When I have a best friend it's like she becomes my god and I honor our friendship more than any relationship existing. That's why I never had a healthy close friendship and all my fiance were surprised how devoted I am to a best friend and wondered if I could ever live w/o a best friend.
This is the only support group I have ever joined bec this time I truly need one. And I'm really thankful for this. <3