Post by hardcoreluva on Feb 5, 2011 11:57:58 GMT -8
I'm on Step 3. And I'm done being a love sick fool. Hard as it maybe sometimes to say goodbye to love, real love wouldn't hurt me so much. To think that this man had a hold on me like that. Its like the shock of being hooked on a drug you'd never try thats the way my heart was hung up on him and I. And I never thought it would happen to me. Not only did it make me physically sick but spiritually sick aswell. Not to mention mentally. I'm no longer taking steps backward. 12 Steps forward. I'm ready for my complete healing and spirtual awakening. Co-dependance is clear. I like what he was about yeah sorta but I have my own life really. God is love. So I am not saying goodbye to love but am finding TRUE love. I'm giving up someone that I couldn't keep for someone I can not loose, God.
Congrats on doing whats right for you. Congrats on step 3. The steps really help me a ton! I too was in your position 8 months ago. It is soooo much being out of it and doing the best things for you. Your higher power will help you with the steps. For me I have had many steps backward. My healing goes 2 steps forward, 1 back. But now I see why it has to happen that way. I learn from my mistakes and have lots to learn still. Life will only get better.
"Nothing in life worth having ever comes easy" Bob Kelso