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Post by Freetolive on Jun 11, 2011 8:57:54 GMT -8
Which one is talking?
Ok. Since I'm trying to understand about my inner child, I have a good question. When I find myself feeling lonely, with what seems like nothing to do. I start thinking about POA and start wondering what she is doing, then I start going on with thoughts, she must be with someone, bla bla bla. When I catch myself, i get angry and start saying hurtful things like stop worrying about her you dumb *ss. Or things like such. Very negative message to myself for worrying about what she is doing. So I stop and tell myself I'm sorry, but it is no longer any of my business. Which part of me is thinking about her? My inner child? or the inner adult? Any suggestions. Thanks for the support. I'm so grateful to have found this site.
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Post by soulseeker on Jun 11, 2011 14:39:03 GMT -8
Free, I posted this on another thread, here it is again. Inner critic is not inner child. There are many parts of you.
A great book for understanding pain and how to heal it is the one I mention below.
"Free, you might have a loud inner critic.
From the book Meeting the Dragon, by Robert Masters…….Ending Our Suffering by Entering Our Pain
You inner critic is not a somebody, or a entity or thing, it is a process, a doing, an activity, usually manifesting as a heartlessly negative appraisal of us…a powerfully compelling dramatization of us as defective…that we internalized and personalized long ago.
It has been said that the inner critic tends to masquerade as conscience, but actually possesses no morality other that of “should”-ing us down.
I had a really loud inner critic, I went to a Buddhist Monastery for a Inner Critic Workshop, we did a series of exercises over three days that helped us explore learn how to relate to our inner critic and mine it for insights we might not be able to access.
You can’t get rid of the inner critic, but you can learn to relate to it and not from it. The trick it to change your relationship with it."
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Post by Freetolive on Jun 11, 2011 14:54:08 GMT -8
Thanks soul seeker. I'll check it out.
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Post by nvr2late on Jun 12, 2011 8:11:27 GMT -8
I posted this somewhere else but not in as much detail. Mars and Venus Starting Over has a LOT of exercises inside to help you deal with exactly this negative inner voice of yours. I have the voices in my head as well. Mostly they are my perfectionistic Blue Blood Mom disapproving of nearly everything I do. Inner critic is a good description.
That will cripple you IF you let it. Beating ourselves up with negative self-talk is such a trap, believe me I know! I am a champion at it.
Try to recognize it and tell it: Could you have said that in a kinder or gentler way?
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Post by Freetolive on Jun 12, 2011 8:33:25 GMT -8
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