Spirtual awakenings about my mom

I went to a al anon meeting yesterday and we spoke on step 12..and people were sharing about spiritual awakenings...didnt realize this is what has been happening since Nov of this year...my mom passed away on August 3rd of this year....and this has been the toughest challenge that i have ever had to endure up until now....omg i still hurt so much...i just my mommie....like i have always wanted and not got...and that is why i am hurting....She is in the best hands ever which is God's hands...she has been making it known that she is around me....i have had like 5 incidences of it so far....
Yesterday on my way home from food shopping...my mothers white ribbon came off of my rear view mirror...its been on there for over a year straight..and i was thinking off and on about my mom...and all of a sudden it fell on my lap as i was trying to pull out of wawa....and i acknowledged her...and let it go...i have many stories...that i would love to share .....I will be back later...tonight....
I would love to hear some of your moments as well....thanks for your support...Sun