Post by caroclean on Oct 4, 2011 18:14:55 GMT -8
OMG ... all the day I had been really anxoius .... and all of this emotion is induced because of men.
I feel anxiety of men ... OMG is this possible???
I am doing like a relation with drugs.... I am not anxious of drink or smoke something ... I am anxious of men ... different drug but the same emotions and feelings everything ... the happiness when I have them, the sadness when I don't have it, the euphoria when I think I will have them ...
It is like a surprise for me because I have never thought about my emotions and why do they appear... so I am happy for it.... but it is kind of scary ...sometimes I feel they are too big for me.
But anyways I am trying to be as much as I can positive with me and sharing with all of you all the things that are occurring with me on this new process I am starting.
24 days since I started and it has been like a emotional roller coaster.
I feel anxiety of men ... OMG is this possible???
I am doing like a relation with drugs.... I am not anxious of drink or smoke something ... I am anxious of men ... different drug but the same emotions and feelings everything ... the happiness when I have them, the sadness when I don't have it, the euphoria when I think I will have them ...
It is like a surprise for me because I have never thought about my emotions and why do they appear... so I am happy for it.... but it is kind of scary ...sometimes I feel they are too big for me.
But anyways I am trying to be as much as I can positive with me and sharing with all of you all the things that are occurring with me on this new process I am starting.
24 days since I started and it has been like a emotional roller coaster.
hang in there. it'll get better. 