Post by sunflwrs4evr on Jan 5, 2012 11:41:21 GMT -8
This afternoon my Director/Adviser/Professor....left me a message to call her back and let her know which site I will be doing my practicum at. So I call her back and I tell her and I asked her again for confirmation for the website and she gives it to me and then proceeds to say ...you should know this....as soon as i got off of the phone with her...i instantly felt shamed....
She has how many times told us in her class that there are words we dont use in communication...especially in counseling....and they are You, SHOULD, Never & Always..come to my mine....
And i thought after i hung up the phone to repeat that to her if it comes up again...I have noticed she loves when people stand up to her....I truly believe she needs to be my role model....
And she has the power to make me or break me....So for now...i have to put out how i feel and felt....cause i want it out of my head...
How can you relate with Shame....There is good shame and bad shame....and the bad shame is very toxic to someone....What i love is that I immediately identified it....and spoke about it....now thats what i am talking about...RECOVERY...
))))))) Sun 
She has how many times told us in her class that there are words we dont use in communication...especially in counseling....and they are You, SHOULD, Never & Always..come to my mine....
And i thought after i hung up the phone to repeat that to her if it comes up again...I have noticed she loves when people stand up to her....I truly believe she needs to be my role model....
And she has the power to make me or break me....So for now...i have to put out how i feel and felt....cause i want it out of my head...
How can you relate with Shame....There is good shame and bad shame....and the bad shame is very toxic to someone....What i love is that I immediately identified it....and spoke about it....now thats what i am talking about...RECOVERY...
))))))) Sun 