Post by loveaddicted on May 15, 2013 9:23:41 GMT -8
I am angry about what just happened about two weeks ago. I had been seeing this nurse off and on. He said things to me which made me think he really liked me. I fell hook and sinker. I had suspicions especially this year. He had a nurse friend that went over to Middle East for a year then she came back this year when I asked him had she come back yet the beginning of the year he lied. Said she stayed over there because they were giving more bonuses.
OK then he came back into my life after I had a heart attack was with him by the way and he let me leave while I was having this heart attack. he said he missed me and words I forget but all to the point of maybe we could move forward.
Then when he said he just wanted to have a nice summer with me I said I was worried about the nurse coming back because I have always been suspicious about her. He said she had already been back for several weeks and he has seen her a few times. by the way a few times was just about every week.
I had a blow up yes was drinking beer and tried calling him and there was no answer so I blew up at him when he called me back. He said that was it. but it had been it for over a dozen times.
When he ignored my phone calls. I went over there where he lived and low and behold found her there. He was putting on his clothes I know this because he had a glass house and I saw someone going into the bathroom. anyway he still claims that they are only friends and denies having sex with her. she also said they were just friends. okay.
my big thing is why did she lie. and why did he lie. I am angry for believing the lies because just before six months ago the same thing happened. no I guess I did not learn from any of it. so I guess I need help in trying to let all of this go and move on. any help is appreciated. I know I am just venting but I want to stop thinking about it. especially seeing him naked and her in the bathroom.
OK then he came back into my life after I had a heart attack was with him by the way and he let me leave while I was having this heart attack. he said he missed me and words I forget but all to the point of maybe we could move forward.
Then when he said he just wanted to have a nice summer with me I said I was worried about the nurse coming back because I have always been suspicious about her. He said she had already been back for several weeks and he has seen her a few times. by the way a few times was just about every week.
I had a blow up yes was drinking beer and tried calling him and there was no answer so I blew up at him when he called me back. He said that was it. but it had been it for over a dozen times.
When he ignored my phone calls. I went over there where he lived and low and behold found her there. He was putting on his clothes I know this because he had a glass house and I saw someone going into the bathroom. anyway he still claims that they are only friends and denies having sex with her. she also said they were just friends. okay.
my big thing is why did she lie. and why did he lie. I am angry for believing the lies because just before six months ago the same thing happened. no I guess I did not learn from any of it. so I guess I need help in trying to let all of this go and move on. any help is appreciated. I know I am just venting but I want to stop thinking about it. especially seeing him naked and her in the bathroom.