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Post by CodepNomore on Apr 24, 2015 3:54:07 GMT -8
In my short stay in this company, the very two persons I became close with have eventually admitted to me individually that they are in a long-time relationship/affair with a married man. Both of them are hardworking and talented. So I just found myself in a position to "minister" to them and have given them advices separately. One of them, just kept saying, "I know...I know...I know..." But still continues to stay in it. (Not my problem. I am just a messenger.) While the other one after I have briefly shared to her the Gospel, has received salvation and surrendered her triangle relationship to God.
Now this woman new in faith, is kind of needy and clingy to me now. She is so afraid that I would leave her. She wants to be rescued by her own admission. She said I'm the only one she has ever met who truly cares about her. According to her, she is always the one who gives and cares in her past relationships. So she asked me to stay with her; help, and guide her. Needless to say, I am pointing her to right direction. When I try to put some boundary between us she suddenly speaks of committing suicide. I think she is transferring her attachment and/or abandonment issue from this married man whom she said she "loves very much" --to me.
A part of me likes the feeling of being pursued, needed, or wanted by a young, talented woman like her. For most of my life only men have pursued me. On the other hand, she has the tendency to be obsessed and might become my stalker in the end. Who knows?
So now, I'm distancing a bit and had asked for a space. It took a while and some lengthy explanations before she has finally agreed. I could not just leave her alone because she is in trouble, has suicidal thoughts, and I'd rather be the one who is available for her than she returns to that married man.
This is my current situation so it remains to be seen.
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Post by paisley on Apr 24, 2015 8:00:30 GMT -8
That's some heavy stuff. I like being a friend and providing gentle guidance, but when talk of suicide starts up, I like to defer to the professionals. Good for you for requesting some space.
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Post by LovelyJune on Apr 24, 2015 14:31:19 GMT -8
Hi Codep,
Should I warn you of codependent behavior here, on your part? Or do you already recognize it?
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Post by Loveanimals on Apr 25, 2015 18:40:08 GMT -8
Hi codep,
Yes that is very manipulative behavior, to threaten suicide. When people do that you just have to ask them to call a suicide helpline or 911.
And take care of you in this case....as it's kind of you to help others, but if you are both treading water and someone keeps pulling you down, you have to let go and take care of yourself first. She's not helping her recovery by attaching on to you.
That is a tough situation though......
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Post by CodepNomore on Apr 26, 2015 9:00:09 GMT -8
Thanks a lot for all your great feedback... I did recognize that if I continued this way, it would become a codependency behavior. So I am glad I asked for a space and put a boundary in place. And you are all right about the suicidal thing. But for now, she already has stopped from being clingy, needy, and suicidal with me as I have requested it she has listened. Whenever she pities herself or asking for help, I just keep directing her back to God immediately and it is working. She is now turning to his divine help.
By the way, apparently, she is married too but in papers only. They have been separated for sometime physically. But she is meditating on Psalm 51 and got convicted and comforted. The good news is she has truly given up this triangle affair and doing NC.
I am glad to see my huge progress in not being moved by her emotionally like I used to in the old times and I don't neglect taking care of my needs either.
But she is still in big trouble so this situation still continues...
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Post by Susan Peabody on Apr 27, 2015 11:03:00 GMT -8
Hi codep, Yes that is very manipulative behavior, to threaten suicide. When people do that you just have to ask them to call a suicide helpline or 911. This is true, but it is more complicated than this. Threatening suicide is a cry for help. Do not call 911 unless you are prepared to get a 51/50 (taken into custody for 72 hours). When someone threatens suicide I read between the lines and try to help them help themselves. I have tried to die two times and thank God someone helped me. I threaten suicide to get my son's attention, but only when I really mean it in that moment. My partner killed herself. She called me the night before and begged me to come get her. She was in a nursery home. I told her I would see her tomorrow, but she took her life that night. So, as I like to say all the time, let us not generalize about things. Everything is complicated. Sandra, the love of my life . . .
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Post by midnightcry on Apr 28, 2015 15:30:32 GMT -8
This is serious stuff. We can't tell people how to live and how to do there relationships. It's very controlling to tell others how to live and also high risk.
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Post by CodepNomore on Apr 29, 2015 4:25:24 GMT -8
Hi midnightcry, Thank you for your comment. You are right about it. However, for whatever reason, it is all good and we became close now. She's even very thankful that because of the information I have shared with her, she has gained freedom from this married man, happy with her God, and learning to love herself.In fact, she wants nothing now except to become strong, confident, and healthy. She plans to avoid dating until she becomes ready and meet someone who shares her values and is worthy of her. She wants to make things right for herself; she is going to divorce her husband, continuing NC with this married man, building up her self-esteem, and growing in her relationship with her HP God. These are all her decisions and plans. I am just mentoring, encouraging, and supporting her. I am really happy for her progress.
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Post by Susan Peabody on Apr 29, 2015 10:57:35 GMT -8
This is serious stuff. We can't tell people how to live and how to do there relationships. It's very controlling to tell others how to live and also high risk. This is not true. They tried to treat alcoholism forever and nothing worked until one alcoholic sat down with another. They gave each other advice. Then they wrote a book telling us "how it works." If it were not for teachers, sponsors, writers, and role models telling 8s what to do many of us would be dead right now. This is why 20 years of therapy failed to help me. I needed someone to tell me what to do and the twelve steps, written by others, did just that. At my first 12-Step meeting in 1982 I had just gotten out of the mental ward. They told me I was going to have to reach out for help and do what was suggested. I rebelled of course. But I got sicker and decided to give it a try. Here I am still learning from others. My latest mentor is Susan Anderson. I say "suggestions" but it is kind of like suggesting you put on a parachute before you jump out of plane. It is really not optional. I will admit that there is a fine line between forcing your advice on someone and teaching them, and some advice needs to be scrutinized, but without information and direction we would get stuck. When you say things like this you invalidate my 32 years of helping people by telling them what they are doing wrong and what they need to do to recovery.
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Post by midnightcry on Apr 30, 2015 7:22:37 GMT -8
There is no attempt to invalidate your work Susan, your work is a blessing to all who sought treatment for love addiction and love avoidance. This thread is a bit misleading as in, ministering to others, leading a person to salvation, showing the person the scripture for relationship behavior. This is not the treatment for Love Addiction. Working with another who is interested in recovering from Love Addiction I pull out Your Book and Pia Mellody's Book. This is the treatment book, these are my solution books. If you want help to overcome love addiction I'm willing to work with you. I do not care if you have accepted Jesus Christ as your Lord and savior. The suicide thing is grey. If you are a professional counselor you have many tools to work with to help people. Your rock bottom recovery person has basic recovery tools; positive affirmation, gratitude statements etc. When someone tells me they want to commit suicide I ask them to call for help, I give them the number. This is complicated, let's be good to one another.
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Post by LovelyJune on Apr 30, 2015 7:59:24 GMT -8
When I was at my bottom, I also needed to be told exactly what to do. I didn't need anyone to listen to me rant and rave. I needed a direction. And I needed tough love. If I remember correctly, Susan called it re-parenting. I had loving parents, but they did not always teach me healthy behavior. I needed to learn healthy behavior.
That being said, I want to point out that I wasn't so impressionable that I would have accepted any kind of advice or direction. If someone told me that Jesus was my savior, that would not have helped me. I would not have accepted that message. Ultimately, we are in control of where we go and what advice we take. This is why I am so vocal with my own opinion. You can take it or leave it, but I share my opinion so that others may see a healthier perspective.
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Post by CodepNomore on May 2, 2015 3:03:09 GMT -8
Triangles/affairs originated thousands of years ago. Way before the grandmothers of the grandmothers of the present authors of love addiction books were even born. Treatments are continuously being made through intensive research studies and experiments. There is no one treatment that can diagnose it all. Mind you, I am in the wellness industry for a very, very long time and I am fully certified to speak with authority.
The other one who is having a triangle relationship, I just informed about the normal recovery tools, but all she said is "I know" and continued her affair with a married man. Whereas this woman whom I was prompted by my HP God to share salvation, (which is actually first time for me to do so) has repented; made a 180 degrees change, doing NC, cease from dating to learn more about herself, build her self-esteem and values, and working now to make things right in all other areas of her life. In fact up to this hour, she keeps thanking God and me for sharing the Good News of salvation to her. She said I was the only one whom she heard sharing this and was so happy to receive this free, eternal gift.
This is another case of "to each his own". You don't know this person. You haven't met her. I am the one who met her and got to know her personally. So you could not speak for her or on her behalf at all. And what matters is she has truly changed. A changed life cannot lie. (My former Avoidant ex from heavy addiction became a Pastor now effectively ministering to those in severe addiction. Someone who had stolen money from her employer long time ago, as her wayward ex-husband had instructed, and was raped by her father for many years, became a great modern day leader - no other than Joyce Meyer).
At the end of the day, neither I, nor this woman, are accountable to you. Each is accountable for his/her own action. Therefore, it is not anyone else's business to mind other people's way of sharing his/her recovery with other people.
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Post by Susan Peabody on May 2, 2015 12:43:01 GMT -8
Triangles/affairs originated thousands of years ago. God, Cain, and Able were the first triangle. Cain could not handle God's favoritism toward Able. He felt rejected and abandoned. He competed for God's attention to no avail. The competition within the triangle led to murder as it sometimes does in the news these day. Well maybe this is going a little too far LOL.
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Post by CodepNomore on May 5, 2015 6:14:57 GMT -8
Through this woman I'm learning "emotional intimacy". How to freely love and express one's emotion. She is a warm person and has a transparent and teachable heart. She is not afraid to show her vulnerabilities with me. She is what she is. Very simple person. Whereas I calculate almost every move I take/make. I study, review, analyze nearly every detail. And I am not as emotional as so-called an "average woman". But we are both passionate and appreciative individuals.
What a progress for me...I used to dislike it when someone is expressing her emotions to me. It used to make me feel uncomfortable. But now I welcome it and let it be. I am even grateful for the opportunity to get this close to another person like her. It feels great!
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Post by CodepNomore on May 6, 2015 4:43:33 GMT -8
This woman I know is married to a controlling man and is unhappy with her marriage. But when she learned that it did not give her the right or reason to have an affair with another (married) person, she decided to end that affair immediately and is now trying to make her separation with her husband legal.
Before this personal encounter, all I knew was it was wrong. Not much sympathy or empathy. But now, I have it for them. And more importantly, I am hopeful for them. Because there is indeed a solution greater than this triangle or affair. You just have to be willing and determined to rise above it.
Remember that life is so much better in your own company than being with the wrong person or relationship.
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Post by CodepNomore on May 14, 2015 5:14:56 GMT -8
We are becoming great friends. And now I understood why others could get tempted with a married woman like her. (Though it does not justify its wrongness.) Because she loves passionately. She is a very affectionate woman. In fact, if I am not careful and did not place a firm boundary between us, it would be easy for both of us to get attached emotionally.
So boundary is really important, along with constant reality check. There must be a healthy, clear direction on where a friendship or relationship should go or should not.
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Post by Havefaith on May 14, 2015 6:06:14 GMT -8
For me, it is all about boundaries. I did NOT have boundaries growing up, as my mother threw me to the wolves (sexually) at 15 years old and I had no idea that I could set boundaries for myself. I grew up thinking it was a sex/lust free-for-all.
I recently found a faith-based book that stresses the importance of beliefs (HP), setting boundaries, and forming healthy bonds (with others). These three "B"'s (beliefs, boundaries, bonds) are keeping me on my daily walk on the path of recovery...
HaveFaith
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Post by CodepNomore on Aug 5, 2015 5:21:41 GMT -8
Havefaith, you are absolutely right. Thanks for sharing it. I thought of sharing this blog here since it is within the topic...(Please read at your own risk because it might trigger something in you. Please PM me if it does. I will delete it for you. Your recovery is more important.) 5 Scandalous Affairs That Changed History By Sean Braswell Not being able to keep your hands off someone else’s partner can alter the course of history. But don’t try this at home. History is filled with great, enduring love stories, from Napoleon and Josephine to Prince Edward and Wallis Simpson. And then there are those somewhat more unseemly courtships. The ones that began in the shadows as steamy affairs or adulterous liaisons, the consummation of which has produced some of the great love children of literary, political, film and music history. Here are some of history’s most consequential trysts: 1. Mary Godwin & Percy Bysshe Shelley The Sordid Details: One of the great unions of literary history began in 1814, when the 16-year-old Mary Godwin and the dreamy, but very married, 21-year-old romantic poet Percy Bysshe Shelley met in secret at the grave of Mary’s famous suffragette mother, Mary Wollstonecraft. There, as Mary later recounted, the two touched each other with the “full ardour of love,” an ardor that would eventually leave the aspiring writer pregnant and Shelley estranged from his wife. The Fallout: The lovers were married a few years later after Shelley’s pregnant wife drowned herself in Hyde Park, but their tumultuous partnership ended when the poet drowned a few years later. Still, it would produce some literary masterpieces, including Mary’s classic Frankenstein, which she conceived while on holiday in Switzerland with Shelley and Lord Byron in 1816. 2. Catherine the Great & Grigory Potemkin The Sordid Details: Every great empress needs a counselor, military strategist, soul mate and boy toy, or, in the case of Grigory Potemkin, one man capable of wearing all of those hats. Catherine the Great first encountered the dashing Potemkin when the young commander (10 years her junior) helped the 33-year-old overthrow her disappointing (in more ways than one) husband, Czar Peter III, in 1762. Their steamy though unadulterous affair, thanks to Peter’s untimely end, was likely consummated in the basement sauna of the Winter Palace. The Fallout: The coupling produced a powerful political alliance for decades. Yet even as Potemkin’s role at court expanded, he grew more marginalized in Catherine’s bedroom, increasingly relegated to the third wheel of a ménage à trois or consigned to the role of pimp, acquiring younger male specimens for one of the most powerful women in history. 3. Charles Dickens & Nelly Ternan The Sordid Details: Even literary giants are not immune to the midlife crisis. By 1857, the 45-year-old Victorian novelist was at the height of his powers, a literary superstar — who was also married with nine children and living, by all appearances, a virtuous family life. Then he began an adulterous affair with Ellen “Nelly” Ternan, a gifted young actress in his employ who was just a year older than his 17-year-old daughter. The Fallout: The affair proved the best and worst of times for the writer. Dickens’s marriage fell apart, but his 13-year relationship with Nelly continued until his death, though his tireless (and successful) efforts to keep his double life a secret may have hastened his demise. Nelly is believed to have inspired the dark secrets characteristic of his later novels and several of their characters, including Estella in Great Expectations. 4. Henry VIII & Anne Boleyn The Sordid Details: This historic pairing, portrayed in countless films, books and television shows, has long captured the public imagination, though the precise details of the courtship remain fuzzy. It seems likely that despite years of chaste courtship, Anne and Henry’s sexual relationship had indeed begun before they were wed and the king’s first marriage to Catherine of Aragon had been annulled. The Fallout: Henry’s attempt to legitimize his marriage to Anne would famously lead to England’s break from the Roman Catholic Church, while Anne’s brief stint as Henry’s second queen would lead to the birth of the future Elizabeth I and Anne’s ultimate beheading. 5. Elizabeth Taylor & Richard Burton The Sordid Details: It seems fitting that the famous Hollywood duo met while playing another famously doomed couple in Cleopatra (1963). Both Elizabeth Taylor and Richard Burton were married to others at the time but the attraction was epic (Burton once said Taylor’s breasts were “apocalyptic, they would topple empires”) and a ferocious affair ensued. The Fallout: The couple’s 10-year “marriage of the century” became the closest thing to reality television in the 1960s, a constant magnet for gossip and hordes of paparazzi. They would divorce in 1974, remarry the following year and divorce again shortly after that. The list goes on. John Lennon’s peaceful affair with the Japanese artist Yoko Ono not only helped break up the Beatles but his marriage to wife Cynthia as well. Admiral Lord Horatio Nelson’s six-year fling with the married Lady Emma Hamilton, a great beauty with a voluptuous body and shady past, was the scandal of its age. Johnny Cash and June Carter walked the line of their marriages to others until they finally wed each other. Then there’s Voltaire and Émilie du Châtelet, or Richard Wagner and Cosima von Bülow, or perhaps Brangelina …
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Post by CodepNomore on Aug 16, 2015 9:52:57 GMT -8
On the positive note, yes, indeed, there are still good marriages like this...
"Blooms of Love"
My husband makes our yard look good. Both of his thumbs must be green, because we have an explosion of color around our house. I have flowers in the house virtually the whole year round. In the late winter David forces early daffodils and tulips in our little greenhouse. That’s followed by a constant parade of garden flowers—irises, peonies, poppies, roses, dahlias, asters and the like—until the first freeze in late fall.
Gardening takes a lot of work. David regularly waters our flowers. Sometimes he takes a minute or two to quickly yank up a pile of weeds. Other times he’ll set aside a whole morning or afternoon for yard work and for making a mysterious concoction of fish guts, mouthwash and dish soap that he sprays over his plants so that the bugs and bunnies will leave them alone. His blooms look good enough for the county fair.
It’s a blessing for me that my husband cares as much for cultivating the fruitfulness of our marriage as he cares for cultivating the fruitfulness of our garden. Some of this cultivation takes place in a couple of minutes of “pulling weeds,” making sure we’re on the same page on financial decisions or parenting issues. We build our relationship in daily courtesies, affection, attention and joint prayer. Sometimes we give a whole evening (date night!) to marriage cultivation.
In Isaiah 27, God talks about cultivating the fruitful garden that is his chosen people. He keeps an eye on that garden. He waters it. He makes sure that nothing can harm it. His intention to go beyond protection and provision to fruitfulness is evident.
David and I like to share our garden blooms. This year flowers from our garden helped make a glorious, enormous Easter cross of flowers for our church sanctuary. Flowers from our garden end up on coworkers’ desks, neighbors’ kitchen counters and sickroom bedside tables. People walking their dogs wander up our driveway to get a glimpse into the backyard.
We don’t want to be stingy with the fruit of our marriage either. The point of cultivating our marriage goes beyond simply protecting ourselves and our togetherness. We want our marriage to bear fruit. Some of the fruit it’s now bearing is the secure, God-directed home environment that we’re creating for our children. But our marriage bears fruit in our careers too; neither of us would have the creativity and energy required for work if we were emotionally drained by a damaged marital relationship. Our marriage also bears fruit in our church family life, as we live a testimony of faithfulness before others and as our support for each other enables us to serve in various ways.
David and I are determined to take time, whether it’s five minutes or five evenings, to cultivate a marriage that keeps bearing fruit.
—Annette LaPlaca
Taken from NIV Couples’ Devotional Bible
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Post by CodepNomore on Aug 19, 2015 5:53:58 GMT -8
Update:
This wife's Narcissistic, abusive husband got my phone number and started seeking counsel from me. However, all the things he said to me were fault-finding harsh words against his wife. In between, I kept reminding him that we could not keep focusing on another person like his wife. We don't have the power to change or control someone else's behavior. We can only give correction or suggestion and better yet, set a good example. (But his wife has already greatly improved.) So I suggested to him that perhaps it is either he agrees to get a divorce or be willing to forgive and move on from there. But he still went on and on with his toxic, verbal attacks against her. After being patient with him for a long period, I straightforwardly told him that he cannot continue with his authoritarian, master-slave style with his wife. And that I have to stop our conversation since he is not willing to look at himself inwardly and take his responsibility. He got so mad and threatened his wife all the more. He asked her to totally avoid me. He is checking on her every minute now. He is so immature. He's been treating his wife like a robot or slave. Too bad.
Please to all the wives out there, reading this. You are not less than your husband or any person in the world. Even if you made a mistake, it does not give your husband or partner the right to abuse you in any form. Do not stay in an unhealthy or abusive relationship where you don't have peace or a voice. Love yourself enough to protect yourself to leave. You are too precious to stay with a toxic person or in an environment like that.
For those here whose childhood or past have been unpleasant...Know that I had suffered from abuses too when I was a minor. But see now I have been using my "scars" to help many people wherever I go. There is purpose for our sufferings. It is in our power to use them for our good and help others. We can do it.
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Post by CodepNomore on Aug 28, 2015 6:16:32 GMT -8
I am sorry to say this here. But this toxic, abusive husband is worse than I thought. And I couldn't blame his wife for her past behavior. Being married to a Narcissistic abusive man is torture. I had blocked him already. And her wife is doing limited contact with him until she could work on their divorce papers. Unfortunately, it would still be a long process.
I also put a boundary between his poor victim wife and I. Because she became a bit too dependent on me. I don't want to play a higher power role in her life. (Gladly, she understood.) But I am helping her to regain her identity and self-esteem. It's heavily damaged by this Narcissistic husband.
Ugh. I'm thankful that I had left my Narcissistic husband long ago. My life has never been better since then. I thought before I could not survive without a husband. When the fact is, I would not be here to share my victories if I did not make that step of faith, step of courage. It is surely one of the best decisions of my life.
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Post by CodepNomore on Oct 17, 2015 2:15:48 GMT -8
I am so proud of this woman's significant progress. She is truly keeping distance from her abusive husband...Yes, she made the rightest and best decision of separating from her toxic husband. Now, she is stronger, wiser, and better.
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Post by Mb123 on Dec 10, 2015 17:51:30 GMT -8
For me, it is all about boundaries. I did NOT have boundaries growing up, as my mother threw me to the wolves (sexually) at 15 years old and I had no idea that I could set boundaries for myself. I grew up thinking it was a sex/lust free-for-all. I recently found a faith-based book that stresses the importance of beliefs (HP), setting boundaries, and forming healthy bonds (with others). These three "B"'s (beliefs, boundaries, bonds) are keeping me on my daily walk on the path of recovery... HaveFaith
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Post by Mb123 on Dec 10, 2015 17:52:32 GMT -8
Have faith. what is the name of that book?
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Post by Havefaith on Dec 10, 2015 18:50:42 GMT -8
It is entitled "The Catholic Advantage" by Dr. William Donohue.
I am not a Catholic (I am a Protestant Trinitarian) but this book spoke to me on a deep spiritual level. I believe that many of its tenets are universal and could be appreciated by those who do not practice the Catholic faith. For me, the book guides me spiritually and shows me there is, indeed, a better way to live and love. I am grateful that my HP directed me to this book...
HaveFaith
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Post by Mb123 on Dec 10, 2015 19:07:08 GMT -8
thank you
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Post by Susan Peabody on Dec 11, 2015 13:02:28 GMT -8
For me, it is all about boundaries. I did NOT have boundaries growing up, Some children dream of freedom. I dreamed that my mother cared enough to tell me I had to be home at a certain time. My friends all had to go home after school. My mom didn't care. At the time it made me cry. I felt as if she did not care. She was in her bedroom crying over my dad. I believe that this is why I never learned to set limits with my PoA's and children. Thus ending up a codependent. Thanks for this Have Faith. We love you. God has boundaries for us. Ones that keep us safe but let good people in.
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Post by Havefaith on Dec 11, 2015 18:45:54 GMT -8
Boundaries -- "Ones that keep us safe but let good people in"
I LOVE that description of boundaries. Thank you...
HaveFaith
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Post by Susan Peabody on Dec 12, 2015 9:15:30 GMT -8
Boundaries -- "Ones that keep us safe but let good people in." Susan I LOVE that description of boundaries. Thank you... HaveFaith Notice that the gate is open so good people, and God, can come in.
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