Finding Humility

In my early years I had no ego (no self-esteem). In my adult life I had too much ego (my alcoholism). In recovery I have tried to balance the two. To do this, I accept the fact that I can write, but I also acknowledge that the more helpful wisdom I share comes from God.

As I struggle to find humility (the middle ground), I vacillate back and forth. I ask for things, but I end each prayer with, "thy will be done." As I struggle with inner perfectionism, I remind myself that only God is perfect, and we all sit in the shadow of his perfection. I accept progress not perfection.

Paul asked God to make him a perfect disciple of Christ. God said, "no." He said I am perfect not you. My grace is sufficient for you.

Early in recovery I discovered that everything holy was in the center between two extremes except the addictions that require abstinence.

The Bible says do good works in secret and then adds put your light on the hill for all to see. To stay humble we need to know when to testify and when to be anonymous. This is humility.

"Jesus is the ultimate example of humility. In Matthew 11:29, we are told that Jesus is gentle and humble in heart. Philippians 2:8 tells us that Jesus humbled Himself when He died on the cross. Jesus offers Himself as a teacher of meekness and lowliness. We are called to follow His example of humility, but only Jesus can be perfectly humble. Because of His humility, He offers us salvation and forgiveness for all the times we’re not perfect4