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Post by 30days on Sept 24, 2009 17:07:44 GMT -8
Yesterday I went to a cemetery and prayed for death to take me. Right now, I’m scared I won’t wait. I make plans. I wear a new "calm" so as not to alarm people. Sometimes, for some people, is it not better to end the agony?
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Post by Angel on Sept 24, 2009 19:30:54 GMT -8
Dear 30 days,
You care enough to tell us that you are hurting which means you want to heal.
We are here for you! Keep coming back and posting.
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Post by 30days on Sept 25, 2009 10:52:30 GMT -8
I really don't know what I'm going to do.
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Post by christinajeanne on Sept 25, 2009 13:07:21 GMT -8
Hang in there! A lot of people know what you are going through. It is not better for you to leave. I have been dealing with this for a long time but trust me it does get better.
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Post by 30days on Sept 25, 2009 19:10:45 GMT -8
too many sleeping pills tonight. opps.
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Post by 30days on Oct 2, 2009 9:20:08 GMT -8
It's hard to believe I wrote this. Day 4 N/C and this feeling has passed. I still get down, but I see I am worthy of life, once again.
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Post by lotus on Oct 2, 2009 18:49:06 GMT -8
Glad you're feeling better 30 days =)
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